I was secretly dreading Mother’s Day. Actually I refused to even think about it. Planning my daughter’s wedding that same weekend, I couldn’t possibly look beyond the toasts and speeches. Up until that year, I’d always looked forward to Mother’s Day. Who doesn’t enjoy being pampered and spoiled and appreciated? Sketchy breakfasts and homemade cards presented by pudgy hands are the absolute best! But kids grow up, and mothers clutch their hearts as they watch the rhythms of time march to an ever-changing beat—yet still Mother’s Day merrily rolls around…
In North America, as our littles morph into teens and then fly away to distant pastures to follow their dreams in academia, we still have the saving grace that Mother’s Day falls in May, when they are safely back in the nest. But I knew the year would arrive when my daughter would no longer be able to fly home.
She was graduating Uni and getting married all at the same time on the other side of the country (that’s a whole other article!) The destination wedding would take place in Montreal in May—the day before Mother’s Day. My selfish, woe-is-me mommy-thoughts? It would be my first Mother’s Day without her and I would still be shaking the stray confetti from my hair.
What I hadn’t considered was the fact that I’m not only a mother, but a daughter, too. I have a Heavenly Father who loves me and knows me, and is able to pull me from my pit of doom and turn a situation on its head. He’s amazing like that.
The days of my life all prepared before I’d even lived one day.” Psalm 139:16 (The Message)
Of course He knows me—I’m a complete and utter open book to my Father, just as you are. He knows I tend to build a rather elegant-yet-solid wall around my emotional self most of the time. He also knew this would be a tough weekend, even in its jubilant celebration. Oh, how I love that He knows…
“…for your Father knows what you need before you ask him.” Matthew 6:8
Waking up on that Mother’s Day morning after the most spectacular wedding I have ever attended (I might be slightly biased), I looked forward to spending the day with my husband and two fantastic sons while bracing myself for the fresh wound of “daughter-loss”. Forgive the melodramatics.
As we met up in the lobby of the hotel (destination wedding, remember) with other family members, we realized how special this actually was—both my mother and my husband’s mother had flown in for the wedding from the UK, so we would be celebrating Mother’s Day in abundance! It ended up being a unique day filled with delectable food and touristy fun as the wedding euphoria lingered. Plus there were three very happy mothers soaking in some precious memories. I will never forget it.
God is good, isn’t He? He knows us in such intimate detail. He knew that my heart was in danger of shattering just a little that magical weekend, so He showered me with breathtaking love from my family, that my heart might overflow with gratitude.
A grateful heart changes a perspective like nothing else.
My moment of revelation? When I realized Mother’s Day wasn’t all about self-centered me. Shocking, I know! In my naval gazing stupor, I could easily have forgotten the fact that this was a day to celebrate my own wonderful mother and mother-in-law. But God lifted my eyes and my heart, allowing His light to rush in and fill any looming dark spots.
How about you, friend? Is Mother’s Day tough for you? Does it bring blessings and bliss or sorrow and stress? Won’t you rest in the knowledge that God knows? His Father heart knows your joy and your pain. He covers You with His love through it all.
And when we lift our (sometimes tear-filled) eyes to fix our gaze on Him, we remember that whether we are mothers or not, we are indeed daughters. Cherished. Celebrated. Daughters of the King.
Counting my blessings,
P.S. Here’s the marriage book I wrote and presented to my daughter on her wedding day… it’s especially for newlyweds and brides-to-be from a mother’s perspective. Details HERE 🙂
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My mom was a single mom and we always celebrated her on Father’s Day. Some wonderful pearls of wisdom here. ?
Thanks so much for stopping by, Sarah. That’s so sweet… I’m sure your mom appreciated being celebrated! Glad you enjoyed the post— blessings to you! ?
What a beautiful post. I love your perspective. As a Pastor I always feel that mother’s day is never about me as I pour into the women at our church, but God has always found a way to pour into me on that day. Every year is different and I love that about our God. He is so good like that to make sure that there is nothing missing or lacking in our life.
Thanks for your encouragement, Timberley— it’s so appreciated! God so often takes us by surprise and blesses in unexpected ways… yes, He is SO good! Hope you have a wonderful Mother’s day this weekend— blessings to you! ?
Laura, how sweet God changed your perspective. I love it when He does that for me.
Hi there Debbie—oh yes, He is a good, good Father! He knows us so well. Thanks for stopping by— blessings to you 🙂
Gratitude is truly a game changer. So sweet that God gave you much more than you expected that Mothers Day! Glad to be your neighbor at the #faithonfire linkup.
Hi Tiffany— thanks for stopping by with your lovely encouragement 🙂 God is so gracious… and I am truly grateful! Blessings to you!
I love the reminder to be grateful. That it changes our perspectives and truly allows us to be content even in the busiest or craziest seasons of life. Such a great post and beautiful reminder to keep our eyes focused heavenward. xoxo
Thanks so much, Nicki— I definitely need the reminder to be grateful! Amazing what a difference it can make in any situation… Blessings to you, my friend 🙂